the feeling you get when you talk to a guy and it just clicks…ahhh
the only down part is that he is a high school teacher in Brooklyn. i got his number though…he’s not that much older than me….a poet, writer, and singer. ahhh so smart and hot…sucks cuz i might not ever see him again
i talk to myself alot. sometimes its out loud. my roommate gets annoyed when i do. i think she is used to it now. i’m sorry for the confusion i create, sometimes. lol. but by now my roommate knows when i am talking to her and when i’m not. at times the conversation is just in my head and i tell myself what to do. like now. it’s a voice. i’m not sure if it sounds like me. obviously when when it talks out loud it sounds like me. but wait does it really? maybe it has a different tone or style. ah well, it is what it is. sometimes it just goes crazy. it has too many things to consider and it keeps talking. it won’t shut the hell up man. it doesn’t know what to do. i don’t know what to do. hehe. but i need that voice there. its like my buddy. mah friend. through everything. sometimes i just need to talk to it. or sometimes it talks to me. there are days that, that it is the only person i talk to. sometimes you want to get rid of it but you can’t. you try everything; it just comes back. i don’t realize sometimes that i need it there. then you just learn how to deal with it there and be alone at the same time. it’s all good brah. but i am pretty sure i am sane. i think
i was just talking to myself out loud and confused my crit…lol. its ok. its all good. he just chuckled and walked away.
Words of Wisdom:
It’s okay. Hold your head and say it’s okay. It works. HEhehe. No, but seriously just do whatever keeps you sane, even if it might make you seem insane. Don’t worry, talk to yourself and you will be fine.
Thurs: class til 7pm, take a 2 hr nap, do Structure Midterm Review part one (100ques) and Arch History quiz
Friday: wakeup volunteer 11am-1pm, go to Morgan Library 1:30pm-5pm, do Arch History Morgan Library Analysis Project (submit), 8pm-? finish Structures Review. go home? Read for ECS, if get a chance talk to advisor
Saturday: Read/Study for ECS (HLC chap 1,3,4,5,6,7,9,15 & MEEB chap 3,4,5,6,7) Midterm monday, get wood and cut out all the pieces/masonry for studio project
Sunday: Assemble studio project, study for ECS, work on ECS Presentation for Tuesday (research outline)
Monday: Class 11am-6pm, ECS Midterm, Studio Model due, HOUSE MONDAY!, finish ECS Project 1 Presentation, Humanities readings and course prep
Tuesday: Class 10am-5pm, studio stuff, Structures Midterm Thursday, Structures Project 1 due Friday
Wednesday: Class 8-12pm, Studio stuff, construction volunteer (12pm-2pm), Colloquia 2:30pm-4pm, study for Structures and do studio work, Humanities midterm?
Thrusday: Class 10am-7pm, finish all of Structures Project 1 (digital model, detail model, drawings, physical model!, etc) due tmrw12pm…(go out to dinner for 2 friends bdays?…lol might not happen)